Pure and Deadly

by A Diaboli

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Finding A Way 04:33
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If i had 5 more minutes Would i open my eyes? Would i tell you goodbye? Would i seize to exist? Could i make you insist That a life is worth living? I finally got through the day Through cuts and not finding a way Will you take care of me? Will you tell that you love me? Please stay That day in october Was a day you become sober A day i couldnt recover Our love for you isnt over Too close to touch Too close to death I feel as my soul wasting away Thank you for the times It was a wonderful life Please come back I should have known That it wasnt your fault I hope you are okay And free from the struggles Ill see you some day or another
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Fuck You 00:08
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FUCK YOU!
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Rivers Will Flow 02:59
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I cant escape how far i go I cannot erease me No matter how long ill be low But you change every last bit in me I think i am dreaming Catastrophy of a day But i learned the hard way So shoot the catastrophy star as far as ill go I promise im dreaming Promise me im the only one Shoot the catastrophy in my head Living life without a word unsaid Needless scars ill hide in hell I made it all by myself I thought i was dreaming Think if i was dead in the evening Maya runs through the halls Rivers will flow in the night Let me shake the earths core Shut down and stay on shore Im not ready to love When i refuse my fight Im not ready to give up my fight Say that you love and never let go Do you really feel what i feel When i feel low? Replay this scenery in my head You know i lost my voice in this shed Lost in words
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Mindtricks: Heroin 01:12
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Im about to break down Looking for something to hide now I am too much traumatised from losing my loved ones To the drugs, to the high why cant i just die Painful as it is I cant quit my nonsense bullshit mindtricks If this wont quit ill just end it Ill see myself in hell You know where ill sit Between my loved ones who died of this shit
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Suicide 01:21
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I promise myself, to my future wife I will forever stay loyal to ourself I wont let my demons, my hate or any one fuck shit up Ill get help And i will never consider suicide Cause i have no reason I admit and know that i have a problem
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Trauma Destroyed 03:54
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Ways to fall out of perfect love More rare than lunar eclipse What should i do Starting to think Setting up the link To possible outcomes Cause when i feel like you are leaving You are leaving with somebody else You cant tell me that im wrong You cant prove me that im wrong Im in a place where i am torn In a place that you dont belong Deep inside i am telling myself All these are lies i am hanging myself I am nothing without me I am nothing without you Walk me into the light To the sound of the night Cant tell me nothings wrong Cause i know your lips way too strong So walk into the night Where i cant be right You cant possibly go to the party like that Leaving me behind in the dark like that Cause i cant trust what i cant see I dont know what im walking into I miss the way you fought to breathe Now i told the stories in my paranoid trauma destroyed fucking brain
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Waking Up 04:44
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Trying to find a way Losing my conciousness Blacking out Realising im hurting myself Demons are so cynical Searching for something Something that is right in front of me Im never waking up, up, up, up I never even learn I always fuck up, up, up, up Yet, i enjoy the hurricane When will i ever learn? When will i finally take away the gun That is only making my life a mess Something i have recently found out Is that we rely on what others knows about And we keep picking the scabs And our lifes will not be better until it heals I wish i would do what i feel
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Wanted 02:49
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Dont you worry child We will wait You were wanted But we had our problems So sorry you didnt make it But even tho we didnt get to meet We will always love you It aint easy Not easy It hurt her It hurt me Dont know what to say to thi

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Hellath's first solo album, and A Diaboli's first record and start

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released February 23, 2020

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Norwegian Black Metal
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