The Sweet Death, by A Diaboli

The Sweet Death

by A Diaboli

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1.	The Sweet Death 01:25	info	buy track
2.	Stepping In 03:25	lyrics	buy track
I had to get this all out of my chest You know i will always love you I cannot control myself when changing Changing into this broken soul That i’ve been hiding Innocent man being so wrecked Chasing for some therapy Nothing will help Nothing helps Nothing else matters Nothing will help this overthinking I scream, no sound coming I run, no one helping You should have stepped in You should have burned the bridge But i guess it’s real this time I didn't kill myself Although i tried at times I will eventually end my life This is an early letter Hope i come out alive
3.	Self Hatred 03:34	lyrics	buy track
I feel trapped in this place i once called home Tied up and branded as i feel this is wrong I see some punching and ignoring That i even exist in this place I feel ensom in my mind I could never take back whats mine You gotta change and you will see What you have done Dead meat The only person that is holding you back Is the one that has been in the mirror looking back Like a brain in a microwave You will boil your head With this drilling thoughts Wanting to stop Look me in the face Did you think That you could even blink Look me in the face Before i end your lies And your miserable life Freaking the fuck out in my room A pic from you my girl got it too Listen you bitch you unworthy whore You are never even worth it Your lifeless corpse with maggots and blood Go to hell you fucking killed us Now i want to tie a rope to a fucking tree
4.	Catharsis 05:32	lyrics	buy track
I dont need you to know who i am To know where i came from You were wrong i was right Never you spent time to fight For what was wrong or what was right I dont need you to tell me who to be I can think for myself I have my own life and you have yours Lets split apart and keep on going on Death’s hand and satan is reaching The only hand for me to hold I cant feel anymore of what im feeling A noose’s blueprint i know too well A melancholy tower in my mind That is chained and locked up With no way out of my mind I dont know who to stand behind There’s so much of words But too little of actions My thank you to you is a catharsis Should i take my life? Give me some reasons that i shouldn't Will i be remembered? Did i make an impact in some way or another? Did i accomplish what i wanted? What would happen if my answer would be suicide? I am in control I am not in control I am a danger for myself and others You made me who i am So thanks to my mother For giving me my good sides I dont want to lose my sanity All i ever wanted was to be healthy
5.	Tormented Whore 05:37	lyrics	buy track
cracks in the floor i couldnt give a shit anymore living with yourself is hard when all you hate is yourself living in the past is all that i would know reminiscing of times i had your love im just a backwards healing can you tell me why you even hate yourself can you go back in time now? revinding all your dirty mistakes you put on me and yourself i'd like to break your neck give you fucks and even care a little can you please just sit still and shut up for a minute Satan living the attick He comes down every night to torture Torment and mutilate of whats left of your soul Jesus fucking christ you are cold You should know you have lost your soul You wont get it back No matter how much you whore yourself out i'd like to break your neck give you fucks and even care a little can you please just sit still and shut up for a minute
6.	Nei, Jeg Vil Ikke 01:16	info	buy track
7.	Ocean Drowning 04:50	lyrics	buy track
When definition is crushing you all There is never winter in fall Fall into some kind of fucked up love Blood still rushing through my veins Ember light in my tight eyes No sign pulse No hint of fight I had the worst nightmares In my still chasing dreams There is no love for me No love left for me What do you want now? Theres an ocean drowning me Theres been half a year I just feel so tired Fear me my dear Im not healthy Bitch look I had the worst nightmares In my still chasing dreams There is no love for me No love left for me What do you want now? Theres an ocean drowning me What do you want now? What do you want now? My heart is open now! Gut my intestines! Eat my heart! I swear im not as good i could be Loves fake truth wont end my misery
8.	Mutilate 01:49	lyrics	buy track
Lips too dry i cant speak Show me your heart ill make it bleed Go to hell you fucking bitch Im so sick of feeling like this Im so tired of being so pissed Ill make it stop just give me a minute The grass is greener on the other side Well the grass o n this side is burnt down You are too fucked up to see You run away You are too messed up to live 6 months to the waking Guess we both will end you Burn the bridge end your life You pathetic little fuck You take what i wont give I am laughing while inflicting you pain Severed head i will mutilate Break my spine and tie my feet Use my corpse as a fucking swing Feel the shattering bones Know that you drove me into hanging in a rope
9.	Isn't It Strange? 02:57	lyrics	buy track
Waking up with no meaning Waking up just to wake up Walking by people no one is listening Walking by loved ones no one is caring Laying in bed looking up to the ceiling Ereasing my plans im just too tired Ereasing my friendships they cant be trusted I am barely feeling I no longer feel what i should be Im just existing I am barely breathing Isnt it strange? Im in pouring rain Isnt it strange? That i only feel pain A map of friendships, love and a cure Written in a foreign language i cant understand You will lose the ones you love If you cant stand for what you have done I sit in my room in a corner talking to myself Prepared my closet with a noose and a chair
10.	Ave Satanas 03:40	lyrics	buy track
Would they remember the guy i once was Would my demons get solved with a shotgun shell Would it be strange if i prepared for hell Or worse if i have lived my whole life in hell Somethings i cannot change Ive lost all of my faith In life, in hope and in resolving suicidal thoughts Even tho you felt that way I lost all my faith in maintaining my way Hail satan i have found my way The only way for a lost soul like mine Hail satan i have found my redemption So fuck you all who brought me down
11.	Sun and the Moon 02:20	lyrics	buy track
the sun is one thing and the moon is another dont wait for me to heal up just forget what i'm made up of oh god im a broken man there is too much pain in a day the demons will find their way in their mind again again and again we say we're okay this is what they think im supposed to fix im supposed to heal and i will feel cuz it is their mind! there is no way for me now just wait until its over no way for us to recover is this the cult i signed up for? common pain and a wise lane this is all just a beautiful nightmare you make me feel this way again
12.	Et Evig Skrik Fra Helvete 02:10	lyrics	buy track
Det å leve er ikke noe jeg ba om I det minste hadde jeg lidenskap Som ung så ville jeg bli noe Noe jeg vokste av meg i mine ungdoms år Kjære død plis ta min grav til paradis Nå var min tid inne, jeg vil gå mot min død Hvor gud eller noe helst ikke fins Jeg hater de som ber for ting Ting som ikke er så virkelig For det er ikke noe som heter gud Hvor var "han" når jeg var på mitt værste? Hvor er han når et misbrukt barn trenger hans hjelp? Hvor var han da han skulle stoppe meg fra snekkre en galge? Mange folk er så enormt blinde Tro på noe som er like realistisk som askeladden Tro på noe som sender millioner av barn til graven Som sendte min 30 år gamle fetter ned i jorden Så plis fortell meg, hvor er din gud? Gi meg logikk Sett de selv i mine sko, din skitne kristne lille dritt
13.	It Hurt 03:35	lyrics	buy track
Cause i like when you aren’t quiet I like closing the tides To focus on the sunshine Cuz of you i know its fine I like the falling apart Is it too much ask? I used to think like a other half Does it hurt? I know i know Keep looking back Sometimes it is hard Is it too much to ask? Its hard to know you share it Deep down in me im hurt inside How can you go through with this But tonight Tonight i will keep you inside
14.	Se Meg I Speilet 01:28	info	buy track